"In your happy moment, I will be there by your side. And so in harsh situations I won't leave you aside.." A promise what all friends make. A message all close friends convey. A sentence spoken by sweet and over possessive best friends.
So just by the above goody sentence is NOSTALGIA taking over? Humm...OK! Stop *pinch yourself*. Sorry for taking you back to the imaginary,the overwhelming illusionary world.
Lately, I was hit by a friend's case. She was badly hurt by her best friend who broke the trust/promise which once was the glue to their relation. The string was broken just because of a new phase in life; Just as he got his partner for life and hence he had to divert his entire share of love, comfort and attention towards her. FRIENDSHIP was no longer needed. A new meaning to friendship discovered *sarcasm*. I was shattered once again. Wondering the thought that love can diminish but can friendship too? Can friendship also vanish with time and situations? I had no words as I was taken back to my heart breaking days. The same freaking shit was given to me by the most lovable person,my guide to life,my friend and a part of my family-My Best Friend.
Today when I see two friends, I am yet struck with those divine bonds I was once connected with. I feel helpless to see myself without the most precious part of life. I was just thinking about my past best friend's. The number of friends who came and went. Feeling of nostalgia runs through the veins and Damn! I yet explode feelings alone and at times with my all time friend-Memories. I have shed gallons of water for the people leaving footprints in my heart. And yet tears roll down thinking of those people who were and yet a part of me.
Don't you think we've all had several changes in the number of best friends through different stages of life? Looking at my past experiences, I feel the term "BEST FRIEND" is highly over-rated. There is a good lesson behind this that I've learnt- getting close to people only breaks you. If people close to you can do this, then strangers can also not be trusted.
I have been making Best friends but people couldn't accept me as one is the thought making me write this. Today, when I wanted to cry on a supportive shoulder I had none. Worst was the day I wanted to celebrate my happiness I had none then too. I wish destiny does not play with people and their purest relation ever. But I will try forever and ever for this touching attachment to once, at least once, get me positively and hope my heart helps me in succeeding it.
So just by the above goody sentence is NOSTALGIA taking over? Humm...OK! Stop *pinch yourself*. Sorry for taking you back to the imaginary,the overwhelming illusionary world.
Lately, I was hit by a friend's case. She was badly hurt by her best friend who broke the trust/promise which once was the glue to their relation. The string was broken just because of a new phase in life; Just as he got his partner for life and hence he had to divert his entire share of love, comfort and attention towards her. FRIENDSHIP was no longer needed. A new meaning to friendship discovered *sarcasm*. I was shattered once again. Wondering the thought that love can diminish but can friendship too? Can friendship also vanish with time and situations? I had no words as I was taken back to my heart breaking days. The same freaking shit was given to me by the most lovable person,my guide to life,my friend and a part of my family-My Best Friend.
Today when I see two friends, I am yet struck with those divine bonds I was once connected with. I feel helpless to see myself without the most precious part of life. I was just thinking about my past best friend's. The number of friends who came and went. Feeling of nostalgia runs through the veins and Damn! I yet explode feelings alone and at times with my all time friend-Memories. I have shed gallons of water for the people leaving footprints in my heart. And yet tears roll down thinking of those people who were and yet a part of me.
Don't you think we've all had several changes in the number of best friends through different stages of life? Looking at my past experiences, I feel the term "BEST FRIEND" is highly over-rated. There is a good lesson behind this that I've learnt- getting close to people only breaks you. If people close to you can do this, then strangers can also not be trusted.
I have been making Best friends but people couldn't accept me as one is the thought making me write this. Today, when I wanted to cry on a supportive shoulder I had none. Worst was the day I wanted to celebrate my happiness I had none then too. I wish destiny does not play with people and their purest relation ever. But I will try forever and ever for this touching attachment to once, at least once, get me positively and hope my heart helps me in succeeding it.
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